If I had a Diary...It Would Go a Lil Something Like This!

Dear Diary,

It was such a great day Christopher and I had such a bliss day at Rockafeller Center we watched the lighting of tree, while we skated in circles for hours holding hands and staring into each others eyes, while he wisked me away into the ...IRKS...

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Present day...

Bronx, NY, Its Monday Decemer 8, 2008, Today I woke up and headed to the PDM offices in Brooklyn. As I left the house, I thought, "Its fucking cold". I grabbed a cup of coffee and the server had the dirtiest hands, what was he changing oil in the back...oops what a waste of a $1. Jumped on the #2 train, I felt all eyes on me on the train, I had my laptop out and had my internet connection card all hooked up- lo and behold this nosy lady was peering over my shoulder so I pulled up a porn site just to be an asshole. I fixed her alright! She shouldnt have been so nosy! Lord forgive me I try to be nice. Speaking of being nice I need to do a good deed, I think all my good deeds left when I stopped washing my ex's laundry and cooking for him. Any who, I have mad shit on my mind, the showcase, Christmas and New Years. Im not looking forward to Christmas I dont get shit anyways, Bah humbug. I just like cooking and decorating.

While I was on the train platform two Chinese women approached me for help, they couldnt speak a lick of English, was I wrong to say "O you wah Canal Stree"...OhMYGosh they said "ya ya". Im not going to hell for that one, am I? It was a good deed, I swear! I was watching Curse of the Golden Flower, I was in my Hong Kong state of mind.

Before I got to PDM, I saw two cuties on the street, Daniella aint neva lie about BK...I swear if you had low self esteem all you have to do is walk out in the streets of New York and someone will tell you are a beautiful. Whatalife!